Normal, Healthy People Don't Want To Be Dictators

 Here's the problem with communism (and sometimes socialism).  If you study these subjects, you will encounter lots of abstract theories about how best to organize society, money, property, and so on.  Some ideas might sound appealing.  But they have little to do with communism as this ideology has existed in the real world.

Better to think of these theories as maps and guidebooks for people who want to rule others.  Communism appeals to dead souls hungry for power.  These are not normal, healthy people.  When they finally seize power, everyone else becomes a victim, even as never-ending propaganda promises the perfect society.